2006-12-18 [crowfeather]: lol thanks... and sorry I haven't been over to HU in a while...

2006-12-18 [Penfalathion]: Don't be sorry, you've written more comments in there then most of us ever will ^_^

2006-12-18 [Angel In Red]: *blinks* Momsays ran away.

2006-12-18 [Penfalathion]: Angel, could you show Mom a little more respect?

2006-12-18 [crowfeather]: well concidering I was one of your first members over there and now one of the senior officers...

2006-12-18 [Angel In Red]: No. she hasnt earned it.

2006-12-18 [Penfalathion]: Okay, if you don't think so, then atleast act polite. I doubt the other members of this wiki, or atleast me, appreciate your way of talking to her.

Haha, yeah, I think that you, Muff and me and the only ones left of the first 100 members.

2006-12-18 [crowfeather]: dear god... wait I thought that Mini was one of the original ones also?

2006-12-18 [Penfalathion]: Is she ever on? Haven't seen her in ages. Not in HU anyways.

2006-12-18 [Angel In Red]: *shrugs* Do i look like i care what. hang on a minute? Do you even know why i dislike her? Another person telling me how to live! I treat people how they treat me! *turns to crowfeather* Im not gonna be nice to someones who tells me to get lost. ok? End off. i will be nice to you, and dirky, and maybe da new girl, cuz i know shes stickin up for her mate, and thats it. Not da momsay person. Im very honest on this matter. no more misunderstanding. *crosses arms*

2006-12-18 [crowfeather]: *reaches over and ruffles Angel's hair*

and yes mini's been popping up.. just not over at HU and when she is it's a quick visit

2006-12-18 [Angel In Red]: *scowls*

2006-12-18 [Angel In Red]: WTF? who asked u!?! WHO THE FUCK ASKED U? U WANT TO HELP US CHILDREN, BUT U CANT HELP ANYONE BUT URSELF. I HAVE NEVER NEEDED A KEEPER. U DO NOT KNOW ME! SO DONT FUCKING JUDGE ME. ive had more beatings than you realise. maybe someone should show you life. And what it does. then you momma wannabe will see what i see.

2006-12-18 [Penfalathion]: And who asked you, angel? Calm down.

2006-12-18 [Angel In Red]: Stay out of it penfalathion. she asked me. she wants me to talk. her! the mother wannabe.

2006-12-18 [crowfeather]: ............. guys could you please not argue in here?

2006-12-18 [Angel In Red]: Crowfeather. I am not going to be insulted like this. I have to go. my nephew is crying. But im going to return. With a full life story. *mutters* brat? i want to see, where in my life, *shakes head* i cant deal with this. came here, to search for something crowfeather, not to be insulted, as if i am some sort of shit on the floor.

2006-12-18 [Channy]: [crowfeather], I'm sorry to disrupt your wiki this way, but I can't watch someone without any respect for their elders go on like this, especially when that elder is my mom. Yes Angel, my mom, BIOLOGICAL mom. You say you have more experience, but my mom has raised two children, where are yours? I'm not claiming to be number one in psychiatric help or a parent, but I'm sure that what you are doing is not help here. If anything, it might be hurting. Afterall, it got me on here, didn't it? So, I'm going to kindly ask you to drop it, and tread a little lighter when helping people. By the way, "you" has three letters, not one. (sorry, pet peeve of mine)

2006-12-18 [Angel In Red]: Bloody hell. So what? Wanna see where my children are? They are here sitting on my bed. Three nephews. I have made sure, they have clothing, i have made sure they have shelter, and i have made sure they have the care. But i have to go, the eldest is killing himself. And i never asked your mother to be my parent. It was kinda decided, without notice, that Dirk is my parent. Therfore, where did she come from? She makes me feel like a piece of crap on the floor, but its ok for me to take it? When i respond, im told im meant to have respect for her.

2006-12-18 [Channy]: Not just her, for any elder. My mom never meant to hurt, she just came in to ask if you were actually going to help, or if you were just going to claim OJ to be the miricle elixer. And that's all I'm saying, I'm dropping it, because frankly, it's not worth my energy to get upset. And if you have to watch out for your three nephews, it shouldn't bother you either, just my opinion. You made yourself feel like crap, not her.

2006-12-18 [Angel In Red]: *rolls eyes* Im meant to believe that? (ok the kid has stopped killing himself) That she didnt mean to insult me. She knows she did, but she cant apologise for her behaviour. Look, i only do this, to help myself. My anger, my hate, keeps me alive. Ur lucky, to have a mother. Who has helped you, you have your love to keep you alive. I give up, im tired, ive had a fucked up day. She has to leave me alone. Then i will drop it.

2006-12-18 [Angel In Red]: By the way @ [Penfalathion] i was rude to you earlier. I apologise. But pls dont get involved...

2006-12-18 [Angel In Red]: Go away woman. what is it with u ppl and hugs? i get enough with teh twats sitting on my bed.

2006-12-18 [crowfeather]: To members and staff of Adopt a Parent:

I want to say how sorry I am for what is currently happening on this wiki. I can see that this all has stemmed from a simple miscommunication that has snowballed out of control and no matter how hard I try to get things set straight, something else happens. I know that this is asking a lot but could we please move past this terrible road block. There are so many points of view, backgrounds and beliefs being tossed around by all of those that are brought into this wiki which is ment to be the benifit of those that come here seaking help. So I give a whole hearted apology to all and to ask please may we move past this. Thank you.

2006-12-19 [Angel In Red]: sure crowyy. im gettin too old for this anyways... *blinks* but where she gone.. *points to the dissapeared comments*

2006-12-19 [Angel In Red]: oh the top bit at in bold? Uve spelt inconsiderate wrong... (wonders if she spelt it right herself) ive found my knifes by the way, they are now sitting on my drawers, all shiny, polished..... *sighs*

2006-12-19 [Eloura]: I don't even wanna know what caused you to get upset Angel. But i like tea and Oj can't I just drink both. *was smileing from the earlier convosation*

2006-12-19 [crowfeather]: well they do have Orange Pekoe tea ^.^

2006-12-19 [Eloura]: *nods head* Aye. Never had it though. I just made it through my deathbed of a presentation.... *sighs* Now i wanna go home and sleep but i can't..

2006-12-19 [crowfeather]: Oooo what class?

2006-12-19 [Eloura]: Principle of Physics I don't know I got, but i passed. *drops over dead*

2006-12-19 [crowfeather]: O_o ugh.. I've heard horror stories of that class.. of course I had a few friends that enjoyed it

2006-12-19 [Eloura]: I likeit, it's not hard. Just till you have to give presentations..I hate speacking infrount of people.

2006-12-19 [crowfeather]: I think a lot of people do.. I know I have a problem with it

2006-12-19 [Eloura]: Ok.

2006-12-20 [Shadow Reaper]: I seem to be drawn to physics, psychology, philosophy, quantum physics.....basically anything that has to do with logic I guess you could say...of course, I probably frustrated my teachers alot with my lack of completed homework, especially considering how much they always said how smart I am ^^;

2006-12-20 [crowfeather]: yup.. babe you worry me.. *huggles Reaper* surprised that you popped up

2006-12-20 [Shadow Reaper]: *huggles back* ^^;; i can't help it...and do you mean on ET or just this page in particular?

2006-12-20 [crowfeather]: eh both... since you're normally over at gmail

2006-12-20 [Shadow Reaper]: ^-^ decided i should start checking in more often whenever i'm on

2006-12-20 [crowfeather]: ah okay.. makes sense

2006-12-20 [Shadow Reaper]: ^^

2006-12-20 [Angel In Red]: i dont mind speaking. :)

2006-12-20 [Eloura]: Physics is fun right Shadow?

2006-12-20 [crowfeather]: ^^ he's not online right now and doesn't know when he's going to be able to have a chance to do so

2006-12-20 [Angel In Red]: hey crowwy. You know its easy to apologise to someone when ur drunk right.... how do u do it.. when ur sober...????

2006-12-20 [crowfeather]: O_o ^^; I've learned... and sometimes it isn't easy to apologize but I still do

2006-12-20 [Angel In Red]: But.. how? look ive hardly ever apologised in my whole life... once to u.. and... and.. think once to my dad.. but never meant it.. cuz he broke my nose, but oh well... *shrugs* so really just to u.

2006-12-20 [crowfeather]: lol I'm not sure how I'm able to do it...

2006-12-20 [elflady15]: Hi can i join

2006-12-20 [Angel In Red]: this emotional stuff sucks. should i just not bother? its not like it affects anyone. but i promised a friend id be good.

2006-12-20 [crowfeather]: the emotional stuff if more like a rollercoaster.. you never know how much it affects other people until you actually find out

2006-12-20 [elflady15]: Hi Can i join

2006-12-20 [Angel In Red]: *blinks* i dont do emotions..

2006-12-20 [crowfeather]: sorry but if you're trying for being part of the staff, you have to be at least 20 there [elflady15] but you're free to join in conversations or ask for assistance is you need something

*pats Angels* I've learned ^^

2006-12-20 [Angel In Red]: yeah elflady! you cna be the second most annoyin person here!!! imm the first arnt i crowwy?

2006-12-20 [crowfeather]: well I'm certainly not going to take the title away from you if that's what you're asking... ^^

2006-12-20 [Angel In Red]: god no! I like the title.. lol... just dont set a parental monster person on me... lol.. they cnat handle it..

2006-12-20 [crowfeather]: not sure if there are many out there that can handle you as it is...

2006-12-20 [elflady15]: Ok

2006-12-20 [Angel In Red]: *blinks* I think that you can only handle me when im drunk.

2006-12-20 [elflady15]: who and why would you say that, i could tell you something that might scare you from drunking and why do you drunk???

2006-12-20 [crowfeather]: concidering I'm still in my pajamas at the moment...

2006-12-20 [elflady15]: If i may ask??

2006-12-20 [Angel In Red]: why i get drunk... becuase then.. i am like every other normal sod in the world... *smiles at elflady* i doubt it will scare me.. lol.. ur PJS!!

2006-12-20 [crowfeather]: yeah .. finally getting dressed at the moment.. it's only 9:05 in the morning over here

2006-12-20 [Angel In Red]: its 5.15pm here

2006-12-20 [crowfeather]: oh the glories of time zones

2006-12-20 [elflady15]: well i am only 15 an i hade to have my stomack pomt and my sister nealy died from dranking so i don't now what your going throw but should try to stop drunking. PS. if you want anyone to talk to you can come to me i might be young and all but i'm a goood lisener and i sometimes i can help.

2006-12-20 [Eloura]: *looks at angel and says* Hi. Can I be annoying also? *sighs* School..

2006-12-20 [elflady15]: Hey girl what up how are you i will be there a 3:00 too help move stuff???

2006-12-20 [elflady15]: TO [Eloura]

2006-12-20 [elflady15]: I got to stay home today ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha lol

2006-12-20 [Angel In Red]: no! u cant! CROWWY TELL THEM ITS MY JOB! ahem. I drink. No one will care if in actually die, so er no worries on that. Sometimes u need more than a good listener.. sometimes u just need ur own darkened room

2006-12-20 [Eloura]: I won't be. I have to go into town.... *sighs* Not again. Hun can i say something? I am going to end up dead after this weekend.... Gad i will be with over 6 teenage girls *hides* Who have yet to see me with short hair. 'Manda's gonna murder me.....

2006-12-20 [Eloura]: Angel, I would care.

2006-12-20 [Angel In Red]: U shouldnt care what they think, aslong as u feel confident.

2006-12-20 [Eloura]: Ohhh it's not that I'm to worried, they are to much like sister's but boy will I hear it!

2006-12-20 [Angel In Red]: Ignore em. lol. pretend they are naked. *winks*

2006-12-20 [crowfeather]:

2006-12-20 [Angel In Red]: *blinks* private joke between me and eloura crowwy. eloura will explain. i have to go! ill be back soon though! bye

2006-12-20 [Eloura]: *laughs* NO WAY! *giggles* I would die from laughing so hard. Lol! But6 anyway, Don't drink youself into your grave. your not aloud!

2006-12-20 [elflady15]: Hi[Eloura]

2006-12-20 [Angel In Red]: i can drink... myself to my grave.. but i have three children to keep alive for a couple of years.. i wont go yet..

2006-12-20 [Eloura]: Crowwy it was very good advice she gaved me for speacking in frount's of people. *giggles*

2006-12-20 [Eloura]: Hi elf! But anyway never do it. Your a great person. Don't let emotions take control ok?

2006-12-20 [Angel In Red]: *turns around* ur talking to me? lol. great? no,. never. Just me, red. Never great. Just alive. Like i said, i dont have emotions.. bye everyone

2006-12-20 [elflady15]: Hey that is what i was telling her and why an't you in school today??????

2006-12-20 [crowfeather]: sorry for sparatic posts.. currently working on some christmas gifts for a friend of mine

2006-12-20 [elflady15]:

2006-12-20 [elflady15]: Hey [Eloura] why aren't you in school

2006-12-20 [elflady15]: So do anyone want to talk??

2006-12-20 [crowfeather]: sorry been busy.. and most everyone is either at school or not online

2006-12-20 [elflady15]: yea i now what you mean.

2006-12-20 [elflady15]: school vk is comming up soon so there should be alot of people on then.

2006-12-20 [Eloura]:            Hey I was at school. Ok. Yes angel you are a great person. (to elf) Telling me what?

2006-12-20 [elflady15]: nothing.

2006-12-20 [Eloura]: Right.

2006-12-21 [elflady15]: Hi

2006-12-21 [Angel In Red]: ....bullshit. Anyways, im bored. who can i have a fit with today?

2006-12-21 [crowfeather]:

2006-12-21 [Angel In Red]: *jumps on crowwy*

2006-12-21 [crowfeather]: *yawns* morning... just woke up

2006-12-21 [Angel In Red]: uh huh!! ME HYPER!!!

2006-12-21 [crowfeather]: yeah so I noticed

2006-12-21 [Angel In Red]: what to do!?!

2006-12-21 [elflady15]: Hi what's up??

2006-12-21 [Destination Darkness]: everything opposite down??

2006-12-21 [elflady15]: funny so how old are you and are you a female or male??? and what kind of stuff do you like????

2006-12-21 [Destination Darkness]: Well, I am 32, male. Like music, arts, languages. U?

2006-12-21 [elflady15]: i am 15 female and i like art and music and i like to do a little of sign language

2006-12-21 [Destination Darkness]: So, what kind of music do u like?
And sing-language is it the laguage formed with fingers?

2006-12-21 [crowfeather]: *blinkblink* just popped up to check messages and for a second there the first thing that popped up in my head was dating service... ^^;

2006-12-21 [Destination Darkness]: lol, dating service?

2006-12-21 [elflady15]: yes that is the type of langauge and i lisen to rap And a litte a rock nd punk

2006-12-21 [crowfeather]: ^^; age, interests.. just missing long walks on the beach

2006-12-21 [elflady15]: ok

2006-12-21 [Destination Darkness]: @elflady: I see! And I prefer any kind of music. ATM more like dark music ... but else is welcome, too!
@crowfeather: jealous? lol!

2006-12-21 [elflady15]: That sounds good?????

2006-12-21 [Destination Darkness]: Well, it depends on my mood. Well I think it sounds good. other ppl think it´s (partly) kinda deadsingsang .... lol.

2006-12-21 [crowfeather]: lol hardly... [Shadow Reaper] and I are together ^^

2006-12-21 [Destination Darkness]: I knew ... was more kiddin!

2006-12-21 [elflady15]: ooo yea i now what you mean

2006-12-21 [Destination Darkness]: Is there some reason for being on this page? I mean do you have a problem? May I be of help?

2006-12-21 [elflady15]: Yea i like this person and i don't now if he likes me truly but we kissed last night what should i do

2006-12-21 [Destination Darkness]: Hmmm ... lemme think ...
... only answer I can give is, you never can be sure about that.
Best advise is to listen to your heart. But it can deceive you, too.

2006-12-21 [Destination Darkness]: I think it´s a thing of expirience, and even that is not sure!

2006-12-21 [elflady15]: he say's that he likes me but i don't now he kissed me but i don't don't now one thing i do now is tha i really like him does that count for anything.

2006-12-21 [Destination Darkness]: If you really really like him. I mean, if your heart is doing crazy things, just when you think of him. You can be sure, that your feelings are true for him. But his feelings ... no-one knows.

2006-12-21 [elflady15]: yea like i barley now him and we kissed and i have never kissed someone i really didn't now.What does that mean???

2006-12-21 [Destination Darkness]: well, at least that you feel deep sympathy for him. Nothing to worry about, I think.

2006-12-21 [elflady15]: ok

2006-12-21 [Destination Darkness]: If you keep open-minded (which is hard sometimes), you´ll find out, if he thinks the same way!

2006-12-21 [elflady15]: really

2006-12-21 [elflady15]: are you there

2006-12-21 [Destination Darkness]: Yes! Sorry ... I am chatting on 2 messengers, too! lol
Yes, really!

2006-12-21 [elflady15]: ok i am talking to him

2006-12-21 [Destination Darkness]: Enjoy the time ...
... and good luck!

2006-12-21 [elflady15]: hi

2006-12-22 [Angel In Red]: blah,. it all comes down to one thing: men. are. useless. dont. ever. trust. them.

2006-12-22 [crowfeather]: ................... ugh.. too early in the morning...

2006-12-22 [Angel In Red]: its always too early for everything crowwy

2006-12-22 [crowfeather]: yeah I know... just didn't sleep too well

2006-12-22 [Angel In Red]: *gives u a glass of orange juice*

2006-12-22 [crowfeather]: Angel, the orang juice sprite

2006-12-22 [Angel In Red]: actually .. erm.. they dont call me Angel. They call me Red... sorry it was gettin a lil annoyin

2006-12-22 [crowfeather]: alrighty.. Red the orange juice sprite

2006-12-22 [Angel In Red]: Lol. that sounds dodgy

2006-12-22 [crowfeather]:

2006-12-22 [Angel In Red]: *sighs*

2006-12-22 [crowfeather]:

2006-12-22 [Angel In Red]: *throws a tennis ball at the cieling and catches
it*

2006-12-22 [crowfeather]: YAY! almost finished!

2006-12-22 [Angel In Red]: *nods*

2006-12-22 [crowfeather]: took me 3 days but I finished!

2006-12-22 [Angel In Red]: yea

2006-12-22 [crowfeather]: TA DA! http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45165844/

2006-12-22 [Destination Darkness]: Cool! Great thing. Really!
@Elflady: Better l8 than never ... Hi!

2006-12-22 [elflady15]: Hi

2006-12-23 [Angel In Red]: yes. great. work.

2006-12-23 [Destination Darkness]: Oh red, how are you? lol
And elfilady, are you on? Feel OK?

2006-12-23 [elflady15]: i feel fine thanks[Destination Darkness]

2006-12-24 [Eloura]: *watches them*

2006-12-25 [Angel In Red]: im.bored.out.of.my.mind.can.someone.please.do.something.or.i.will.die. RUN AROUND TOWN NUDE! I DONT CARE!!!! ENTERTAINMENT PPL!!

2006-12-25 [crowfeather]: Merry Christmas

2006-12-25 [Angel In Red]: i hate christmas. but merry xmas to u too

2006-12-25 [crowfeather]: thanks

2006-12-25 [Angel In Red]: *nods* blub blub blubby blub blub blub blubbby blub blub

2006-12-25 [crowfeather]: blub blub?

2006-12-25 [Angel In Red]: blub blub blubbwobby blub blub!!!

2006-12-25 [crowfeather]: wait there's a wobby in there

2006-12-25 [Angel In Red]: *nods* wobbyyyyy blub blubsobgrobdubby dub

2006-12-25 [crowfeather]:

2006-12-25 [Angel In Red]: Im sorry. Red is a little tipsy over here in england. orange juice and peach drink 22%alcohol. So im currently trying to get her away from the computer. Merry Christmas Everyone! Christmas smiles all round! - Red's mate- Louisa.

2006-12-25 [crowfeather]: absolutely not a problem.. have a wonderful holiday

2006-12-25 [Angel In Red]: I DONT LIKE LOUISA ANYMORE!! tell her to go away croowwyy! i want to blub blub. oops. i just hit her in the eye

2006-12-25 [crowfeather]: ummm sorry there Red but your friend is just trying to do something in your best interest.... and no killing her off

2006-12-25 [Angel In Red]: oh..ok... if u say so.. but she is so mean./ she take my bottle away!

2006-12-25 [crowfeather]: may not know the drinking age for europe but aren't you a little young to be doing so in the first place?

2006-12-25 [Angel In Red]: .......busted..........

2006-12-25 [crowfeather]: yeah figured as much... ^^

2006-12-25 [Angel In Red]: erm... daddy said i could?.. yeh my dad said i could! so there!

2006-12-25 [crowfeather]: always within moderation

2006-12-25 [Angel In Red]: ... he.. didnt say that... so there!

2006-12-25 [crowfeather]: he may not have but I'm making the comment...

2006-12-25 [Angel In Red]: *slumps by you* it doesnt matter. that bitch took the bottle. but she also, (while i fell asleep for ten minutes) sent a photo of me drunk to dirk, via msn. and now im very angry. and sober/

2006-12-25 [crowfeather]: *patpat* you'll be fine

2006-12-25 [Angel In Red]: i wanna kill him. wanna know what he said to her "oh yes, u can hit her whenever u want, just gimme that photo!" that.girly.blond.will.die.

2006-12-25 [crowfeather]: sounds like some of my friends... but I know it's all in good humor

2006-12-25 [Angel In Red]: good.humor.my.ass.that.little....grr....I HIT HER BY ACCIDENT!

2006-12-25 [crowfeather]: did you apologize?

2006-12-25 [Angel In Red]: dont know... cant remember... but i think i patted her head...?.... but she laughed and said she was ok!!!

2006-12-25 [crowfeather]:

2006-12-25 [Angel In Red]: its not funny crowwy/ now me and dirk are having a fight. there goes my songwriting days.

2006-12-25 [crowfeather]: over something so small?

2006-12-25 [Angel In Red]: its not something small to me, i find it hard to trust ppl, and when they do 'small'things like that, it put things in prespective, (sp? lol) but yeh, im just so tired. im off to bed. night.

2006-12-25 [crowfeather]: night....

2006-12-25 [Eloura]: I hopeeverything gets better Red. I am sorry but i agree and yet I disagree...

2006-12-25 [Destination Darkness]: Hey everyone.
Yes, I did write it this way, but I explained Red, too, that I tried to correct it and because of that lame laptop -trying to open a second MSN-window, ET in Back; with 133Mhz- let the keyboard stuck. Leaving me in the belief, that the written sentence was transmitted. So.
But I think we are clear now. It wa a hard thing, but I really would never say so. Sometimes I write first without thinking.
And from my point of view, the songwriting-times of Red ARE NOT over. She does good work, really!

2006-12-26 [Eloura]: *stares of into space* People is it possible for a person's heart to freeze?